The Reine Family Home.
June 25th, 2014: 9:23 PM
Katelyn Reine’s
eighteenth birthday was easily her worst. Not that they were typically
fabulous. Katelyn hated being the center of attention, so she usually kept the
date to herself and, if she was feeling adventurous, went out to breakfast with
some friends. Even putting aside the big thing - this was her first birthday
since her brother Albert had died - there were plenty of little things that
brought her day down. She’d just been let go at GameStop (something that had
been a long time coming given Katelyn’s steadfast refusal to push rewards cards
on customers), her parents had failed to make breakfast, and her boyfriend
canceled their bowling plans, citing a late shift at Target.
She was just happy to be
home and going to bed.
It wasn’t
until the noise of her car’s engine subsided and her headlights were off that
Katelyn realized how dark and still her neighborhood was. On a summer evening,
the east end of Cierto usually didn’t sleep until at least eleven, but tonight
the lights were off in a majority of the houses, hers included, and the only
active streetlight was at the far end of the block. Even her neighbor’s dogs
were quiet, which was unheard of.
As Katelyn got out of her
car, she found it unusually cold, too. Colder than it was when she’d
left work, anyways. And when she slammed her car door behind her, the echo
seemed to hang in the air just the tiniest bit longer than it should have.
Katelyn shivered, and crossed the small space between her car and her front
door just a bit faster than normal, her footsteps noticeably loud, even when
she cut through the grass.
Katelyn’s
keys slipped from her grasp as she pulled them out of the pocket of her blue
hoodie, and the resulting sound was like nails on a chalkboard. “Shoot,” she
muttered as she hastily picked them up. Upon fumbling with the lock, Katelyn
found that the door was already opened. Her mom was a machine when it came to
locking the door, so if it was unlocked that would mean she had yet to go to
bed.
So then why were the lights
off?
She could feel her pulse in
her ears as she threw the door open, revealing only darkness and the vague
shapes of her living room furniture. “Hello?”
Katelyn tried to say, but she wasn’t sure any sound actually came out. After
quietly closing the door behind her, Katelyn immediately tripped over something
that shouldn’t have been there. It felt like a foot, and it made an “umph” like
a person. Adrenaline was the only thing keeping tears from Katelyn’s eyes as
she threw on the lights.
“Surprise!”
Suddenly, Katelyn’s
living room was filled with people. Her parents were standing on either side of
a table containing an orange cake surrounded by various birthday cards and
wrapped boxes. On the wall behind them were colorful plastic letters spelling
out “Happy Birthday Katelyn!” The foot she tripped over belonged to none other
than Andrew Jonathan Warren-Wilson, the aforementioned boyfriend with the
supposed night shift.
The living room was also
filled with a variety of neighbors and high-school acquaintances, which was
hardly her ideal company. She tried to force a surprised smile, and while she
definitely succeeded in looking surprised, she had a feeling her smile looked
more like indigestion.
The singing and the candles
and the cake were embarrassing, but the worst of the party came after. Katelyn’s
living room quickly filled with the hum of several dozen conversations going on
at once, and she was confronted by a seemingly endless procession of guests
wanting to talk to her, particularly her parents’ friends. The Garders, the
Carsons, the Miltons, the Wests, and the Gillans, one after another with no
breaks in between.
The discomforting reminder
that the Reines were the only black family in her neighborhood was bad enough,
but the conversation was far worse. When she wasn’t
explaining to someone that she had just graduated from high school, she was
telling them she was studying Computer Science and saying “yes, it is very
interesting” or she was accepting some hollow, belated condolence for the loss
of her brother. Otherness, repetition, pain. Happy Birthday Katelyn!
The only guests Katelyn were
truly interested in talking to were the Warren-Wilsons. Lauren Warren-Wilson, a
stout, short-faced woman whose perpetually jovial face hid behind her long
black hair and wide, round glasses, was engaged in conversation with Katelyn’s
mother. Parker, Lauren’s professional-looking, hard-faced husband with gelled
black hair, had his hands in his pockets and was politely making an effort to
appear engaged in his wife’s conversation, though his mind was clearly
elsewhere. Jenna, a girl of sixteen with wild black hair, beautiful green eyes,
and a body of which Katelyn had found herself jealous in recent years, was
looking at something on her phone and actively trying to separate from her
family, or at the very least pretend that she didn’t know them.
And last but not least,
standing a few feet away from the rest, and answering an onslaught of questions
from Katelyn’s father (about college and his
family’s upcoming move to New York, Katelyn suspected) was Andrew Jonathan
Warren-Wilson. She’d been separated from him all night, and hardly able to
process his presence, and now Katelyn’s heart skipped a beat when she saw him.
He stood in stark contrast to his nicely dressed family, wearing a pair of blue
jeans and a partially-zipped grey hoodie. It was effortless, Katelyn knew, much
like his dark brown hair that hadn’t seen a comb in years, but that was what
Katelyn liked about it. It was so…honest. His body type wasn’t really scrawny
or fat or muscular, and he was of a pretty average height, but he was handsome
all the same. He shared his mom’s short face and his sister’s attractive, green
eyes, and his features were soft and sort of childish but noticeably masculine.
Soft and childish. Those were good words for Andrew in general.
Free at last from her small
talk prison, Katelyn crossed the room to rescue Andrew from her father, only to
be intercepted by Lauren. They were already leaving. “Sorry
we didn’t get to talk much, Katie!” she said, using a nickname that Katelyn
hadn’t worked up the courage to admit she hated these last twelve years. “I’m
sure Andrew’ll have you over any day now, though.”
“Actually,
I was wondering if could borrow your son for a little longer?” Katelyn asked.
Lauren said that she could, of course. “Great, I’ll have Andy home soon,” she
promised, using a nickname she knew full well that Andrew hated.
She hugged Lauren, shook
hands with Parker, and waved goodbye to Jenna, and the Warren-Wilson’s
departed after wishing her a happy birthday one last time. Before long, Katelyn’s
parents had gone off to bed, leaving only Andrew and Katelyn standing in the
partially-lit, party-torn living room.
“I
thought we’d never get some time together,” Andrew said once her parents had
closed their door.
Katelyn grinned. She couldn’t
help herself. “Tell me about it,” she said. “I was trying to sneak over to you
all evening, but I kept getting caught. They make it seem so easy in Assassin’s
Creed.”
Andrew laughed once at her
comment and suddenly he was scrutinizing her in a way that made her face warm
and her stomach flutter. “You’re finally wearing glasses
again,” he said, and Katelyn noticed that they’d gravitated a little closer
together. She could feel her heartbeat in her chest. They’d been together for
almost two years, but they’d only just started having sex a week ago, and
suddenly every interaction - every touch, every breath, every word - was filled
with a new, electric energy. Andrew’s pupils were dilated, two emerald-rimmed
black spheres drinking in her image. He wrapped his arms around her waist
delicately. “They look great on you.”
Then suddenly her arms were
around his neck and she pulled his lips to hers, and they were halfway to her
bedroom by the time it ended. They shared a low, breathy laugh, amused at their
own eagerness. “I love you,” she murmured. He
returned the sentiment. “Wow, my college boyfriend,” she added, suddenly struck
by the thought. “Soon you’ll be living away from home and I can come visit you
and…wow. These next four years are going to be killer, I can feel it.”
Andrew didn’t
respond. Katelyn could feel the warmth leave them as the passion rushed out of
the room. To Katelyn’s unexpected horror, he looked at her nervously. Guiltily.
“Right?” she asked, quietly. Her stomach felt cold. Empty.
“I
didn’t want to do this now,” Andrew said. His pupils were small. His eyes green
eyes lost their sheen.
Katelyn glanced at her
bedroom door. “This this?”
she asked. “We don’t…we don’t have to.”
“No,
not…” Andrew trailed off. “I can’t do this,” he said. “It’s not because of you,
I just…I don’t want to do this.”
Silence expanded in Katelyn’s
throat, swallowing her words whole. She grasped for an explanation. For sense.
Andrew said some things Katelyn didn’t understand. Katelyn cried. Shock and
cold and silence gripped her and rooted her to her spot.
“I’ll
call for a ride home,” Andrew said. She was still standing there, dumbstruck,
when he walked away. That was the last thing he ever said about their breakup.
Katelyn Reine’s
eighteenth birthday was easily her worst.
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